Thursday, October 11, 2007; 11:35 PM

I AM VERY VERY PISSED OFF AT THE MALE SPECIES. REALLY VERY PISSED OFF. i hate men. I HATE ALL MEN! ALL MEN SHOULD DIE! well, except mich's arron and danson and my taeyang. (:

i dont know why all men can be so unreliable, inflexible, irresponsible and many more. list down all the horrible traits. those describe men PERFECTLY.

tell be dont want photoshoot already. still insist that we have a photoshoot coz the WEB DESIGNER says that the website needs models for the design. and guess what... i found out from tara today, that BEN IS THE WEB DESIGNER. walao. he literally told me 'but the web designer wants models for the design'. kena sai. referring to himself as 3rd person somemore. why can't he just tell me that he's the web designer? stupid shit ass. i'm damn pissed off okay. i freaking want to quit lah. let's see, i'm sure i was given the PUBLICITY HEAD post for a reason right? to come up with ways to publicize for TQ and to come up with poster designs. i told him that we feel that using close up pictures of instruments and stuff will look nicer than using models but he still insists that we use models. note, is INSIST. not even a room for suggestions. well, since i have NO POWER in deciding what i want to do for my poster, i don't see why i still have to be the publicity head, and i also dont see why i have to be in the comm when apparently i'm not needed and he can do all the freaking work himself! wtf. and the publicity proposal... i sent it to him LAST FRIDAY. that was like a damn week ago. he had 7 days to come and discuss with me about the proposal. he chose to get tara to do it today and tell me to change so many damn freaking things. publicity wave 1 is only next week. i gave him the damn proposal 2 weeks before that. giving one week grace to discuss. he comes and tell me what the shit he wants when this week is coming to an end and when i can't do any freaking thing. and another stupid thing is that i told him we wanted to make shirts asap so we can wear for our publicity wave. he has the cheek to come and tell me we need at least 2 weeks to print the shirts. SO WHY THE HECK DID HE TAKE SO DAMN FREAKING LONG TO TELL ME?! and now i'm supposed to find connections to 9.33FM now. wtf. DO I LOOK LIKE I OWN MEDIACORP TO YOU?! shit ass freak. i'm super pissed can.

I'M NOT ONLY PISSED AT HIM. i'm pissed at my other comm member. omg. this guy is the best. he really win. hands down. he did 3 posters i think 2 weeks ago. ben told him to improve on poster2. he said okay. he will. but last week was exam week so ben gave him a deadline. said to improve on it by tuesday. yourong said he can only do it by wednesday night coz he has to hand in lab report and has a test. i said okay, that's a reasonable explanation. so i went to message him this morning, telling him to send ben the poster. he thought i was mich okay. so this is what he said, 'why don't melissa let him see the psoter? i thought all our posters are with her? frankly speaking, i have not done anything coz i don't have any photos yet.' O.O WTF. I DIDN'T ASK HIM TO DO A NEW ONE CAN?! WALAO. BEN TOLD HIM PERSONALLY TO IMPROVE ON IT AND HE COME AD GIVE ME THIS SHIT. WTF. so i replied telling him 'I'M NOT MICH' and tell him i was talking about the poster ben talked to him about last time. and he has the cheek to tell me, 'what's going on?' WHAT'S GOING ON? WHAT'S GOING ON? HELLO? ARE YOU STUPID OR WHAT? YOU KNEW ABOUT THIS AGES AGO. YOU SAID OKAY, YOU'LL DO BY YESTERDAY NIGHT. AND NOW YOU COME AND TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON?!

oh yes, one more very pissing thing. ben was telling me 'split the work among your comm members. don't let yourong do the work.' everyone, please read the above. DID YOURONG EVEN DO ANY DAMN FREAKING WORK? NO. i tell you, ben is super damn biased. what makes him think that yourong is doing all the freaking work and that the others aren't? i got the rest of the comm to call the schools. coz yourong was doing the posters. IS THAT NOT CALLED SPLITTING? and mich and i did the most work thank you very much. all yourong did was that 3 posters and NOTHING ELSE. i can't believe ben said that sentence. that is so pissing. REALLY VERY PISSED OFF. STUPID MALE CHAUVANIST.

okay i'm done ranting. i'm just so pissed off. i had half the mind to walk into clubroom to tell tara that i want to quit. my theory was proven correct coz lijun and mich said they'll quit if i quit. valerie will confirm quit if i go. shuwei and vanessa will quit if mich quit. HOW FUN. let yourong do everything himself! SINCE HE'S SO FREAKING SMART. BEN CAN HELP TOO. mr web designer... =.=;;

so now we have photoshoot on saturday. since tara said he already designed it, i have NO choice, do i? mich, i may go down late for the photoshoot or i may not even go down at all. i have to go see doctor about my condition on saturday. and my mom's not happy that i have photoshoot on saturday.

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xingyi` jiayou-ing!

lydia` hahaha. it's HWAITING in korean.

mich&wenting` the 2 of you... keep stepping on each other. aigoo. come come, let's all be friends! lol.