Saturday, May 31, 2008; 3:12 AM

i have never been in such a dilemma before.
this feeling totally sucks.

sure, with friends around, i can stop myself from thinking about this situation. just running away from it. but when i'm left alone, there is nothing to think about except this.

someone tell me what to do.
i'm suffering so much.
everything's not going the way i want.

i'm really not okay at all.

Thursday, May 29, 2008; 8:50 PM

finally met up with busy mehmeh. omg. that girl has to go back to school EVERY SINGLE DAY. and it's the holidays. =.=;; SAJC is going to kill her someday. lol. mehmeh came over to my house first coz when she was on the way to novena, i uhh just woke up. HAHAHA oops. so to save us time, i drove down to novena. and i AMAZINGLY didn't get lost. wow.

had a late lunch at 'seoul yummy' again. lol. i'm addicted to that place can. anyway, i got coupons from the previous trip there. and i didn't see the conditions of it until we sat down at the restaurant. it said 'to be used from 3PM onwards'. O.O thank goodness when we were there, it was already 2.45PM. hahaha. so we told the waitress we'll order at 3PM coz of the coupon and she just laughed at us can. =.=;;

mehmeh being 'hardworking' and studying. (yah right)


it's been a long time since i got to really sit down and talk to my precious mehmeh. hohoho. it feels like the old times! somehow. MEHMEH, when you're free, unnie will bring you out again okay? lol. make time for me! roar.

decided to add a picture of 6 uhh boys to brighten up my post. =.=;;


I DREAMT OF RYO AND SHIGE. shit. JE, STOP INVADING MY DREAMS PLEASE. omg.

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melly` HAHAHAHA. your essay must be write nonsense de! that's why he didn't want to read it! good job ueda!

shiyun` O.O sec 1 art teacher? LOL.

mich` they're DESPERATE. =.=;;

ziping` yay my pingping has improved! haha.

lydia` lol. i've been in it for quite some time already.

van` eh i told her that many times before. SHE DOESN'T BELIEVE ME!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008; 10:46 PM

pretty birthday cake! my mom didn't want too many candles on her cake so my dad put 2 big ones. it looks more like a cake for me can. lol.


my dad figured my mom needed help with blowing TWO candes. lol. i think i have the cutest parents in the world. i won't trade them for anything. ((:


cute parents aside. i swear my parents are desperate for a son-in-law. my mom just walked into my room and said 'THERE'S THIS GUY I WANT TO INTRODUCE TO YOU.' O.O then she continued by saying he's 24, a nice guy blahblahblah. i just blatantly ignored her. obviously, she didn't get the hint coz she went on saying 'your father thinks he's a nice guy too'. omg. save me please. my parents are randomly asking me to meet guys. THIS IS CRAZY.

an update on my dreams! i dreamt that i dreamt of NEWS (without koyama). LOL. i was damn amused when i woke up can. melly, your koyama didn't visit me. tsktsk. JE BOYS ARE INVADING MY DREAMS. =.=;;

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van` you must uh ask them nicely! then they'll come and visit you! hahaha. junjie is scary? O.O he's harmless! don't worry! haha.

melly` ueda?! your lecturer?!

mich` YAH I HAVE. amazing right.

van` i'm still waiting for that show to end!

ace` hohoho okay! ((:

; 2:43 AM

went to kbox with ziping, huiling, junjie, arthur and wenguang today. naturally, i was determined not to sing AGAIN. hohoho. for those who don't know, mel NEVER sings. but those 5 HORRIBLE people made me sing. FORCED ME TO BE EXACT! )): in the end, i sang 4 songs, of which 3 were duets and 1 S.H.E one. =.=;; i knew it was not a good thing to go kbox with these people. haha. but it was fun. 2PM - 7PM. amazing!

had pasta mania for dinner. straight after, headed down to eat tao huey. LOL. we're crazy can. we barely digested our dinner and there we were, going for SUPPER. alice joined us for taohuey coz she felt bad for pangsehing us in the afternoon. lol.

SCAMP OG IS LOVE! ((:

pingping and me in the room.
we took this many times coz pingping wanted to practise her camera skills. lol.


alice and huiling at the taohuey place!


pingping, junjie and me.
we were the 3 smart people who sat inside so we didn't have to go downstairs to order the taohuey. hahaha. thanks huiling, alice and wenguang!


nette just tagged me on facebook with this super old picture. omg this was taken in december 2006, during ACJC prom. when i had LONG hair. lol. ahhh, i miss bestie. )): anyway, can you spot me? haha. stupid question. =.=;;


don't be shocked people! i just finished watching my TENTH drama. O.O!!! i honestly thought 'papa to musume no nanokakan' was my 8th drama. shit. i didn't know i watch 10 already please! freaked me out when i went to count. LOL. i have unbeatable drama stamina. surprisingly, this show was quite good. or rather, i enjoyed it. shige only appeared a few times. but WHOOSH, he's damn hot can. hehehe. ((:

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melly` yeah he's 3rd! pro right! hahahaha. eh unnie got nothing to do at home mah. so i watch dramas to kill time! ((:

van` yeah at first i thought it wouldn't be those stupidly funny kind. hohoho. don't watch bah! rest! hahaha. nobody can have drama stamina like me!

shu` I'M NOT THAT VAIN! lol. not really.

melly` go read your book! anyway, EHHH?! UEDA VISITED YOU IN YOUR DREAMS?! oh no. he visited the wrong person! lol.

2nd uncle` HAHA! i'm trying to save money! so now i'm on a drama spree!

alice` kame's the cutest person alive!

van` yups. i finished anego when you were in korea. haha. sapuri? okay! another drama to watch. hahaha.

xingyi` I LOVE KAME TOO! haha.

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PEOPLE, IT'S MY MOM'S 49TH BIRTHDAY TODAY! ((:
i love my mom a lot a lot a lot. ((:

Monday, May 26, 2008; 11:49 PM

DINNER WITH STEPH AND SHIYUN TODAY! ((: thanks steph for treating us to the absolutely delicious korean food! hohoho. let's go back and eat again! i'll eat 2 plates this time! hahaha. we went into the sol-mart and ended up buying a mirror. HAHAHA. yes, the 3 of us bought mirrors. omg we're such vain people. =.=;;

anyway, shiyun told me a very shocking piece of information on the way back home. i nearly DIED on the spot can. SHIYUN, I WANT TO KNOW YOUR FRIEND LAH! )): i'm ultra jealous of her can. roar. SHIYUN. SHIYUN. SHIYUN. HELP SHIYUN! DESPERATE CALL. hahahhah. =.=;;

lol. ignore that people.

I FINISHED WATCHING 'ONE POUND GOSPEL'! hahaha. i'd say it's a pretty good drama to watch coz it's pure comedy please. kame is the cutest human being alive. he's seriously adorable here. coz of this show, he jumped all the way to 3rd place on my JE list. LOL.

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van` NOOOO. YOU MUST TAKE THE BLAME!

melly` kame is huge love!

jac` HOHOHOHOHO ahma!

esther` eh i'm innocent!

ace` i am not going to think of him. *chants to self* jin, be gone!

xingyi` HAHAHAHA. remind me to give you then!

ace` i will! lol.

Sunday, May 25, 2008; 11:34 PM

kame's so adorable here. lol.


i'm so going to kill the vocalist of 翼旋風 when i see him. stupid boy. he told my cousin that i looked like his older sister. I'M GOING TO CASTRATE HIM. lol. my cousin's 23 by the way. i'm sad. I LOOK OLD! )):

meeting shiyun and steph for dinner tomorrow!

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melly` jin can go die! GO AND DIE JIN! i'll ask koyama to visit you!

izzati` ONLY?! give me $51! i'll smell junsu for you!

diabetes` why kill esther? haha.

van` i'll tell the JE boys to visit you in your dreams! if they INVADE mine again sometime soon. lol.

mich` yeah. i'm so turning to jap please. haha. ueda will visit you soon! toma and massu and hina and tacchon! all come together!

Saturday, May 24, 2008; 9:32 PM

just because i promised mich last night. ((:
the super sexy ueda! hohoho.


no prize for guessing why i posted yamapi's picture. LOL.


oh right, i forgot to say that the 4 of us saw a group of japanese girls at kinokuniya yesterday. and i was disappointed! coz their skirts were so long and they were umm not very pretty. and everyone agreed that I HAVE BEEN WATCHING TOO MUCH DRAMAS. i think so too. i start to stereotype. lol.

i had another super weird dream last night. i dreamt of a random blurred face guy. and it turned out that the guy's name was JIN but it wasn't him. i've lost it. i totally have. *stabs self for the gazillioneth time*

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mich` why must you sound so happy about it? LOL.

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happy 20th birthday gaby!
happy 20th birthday darroch!

Friday, May 23, 2008; 10:16 PM

OUT WITH MY LOVES TODAY! ((:


in the end, we didn't accomplish what we decided to meet up for. LOL. we win. =.=;; but i'm glad we managed to meet up! MAL, IZZATI AND STEPH ARE BIG LOVES! ((:

MY $51 FLEW AWAY TODAY! )):

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mich` teppei give you give you!

lydia` if i can, i will! haha.

melly` jin should STAY AWAY FROM MY DREAM!

siru` I WILL NEVER ADMIT!

van` eh oops. I DIDN'T MEAN TO PIAO THERE DE! )):

Thursday, May 22, 2008; 9:22 PM

went to mich's house today! to kill time. i figured that i'd be bored to death if i stayed at home and practically stone throughout the day. lol. we ended up watching 'dreamboys 2006'. O.O that was the most ridiculous musical i've ever watched. honestly. i laughed my ass off at nearly every scene. =.=;; especially the part where koki and maru were acting as clowns. classic tanaka moment. lol. stupid JE boys.

KOIKE TEPPEI IS LOVE.
teppei with clips is HUGE love! ((:
seeing this picture just makes me want to stuff him in my closet. LOL.


SIZZLING HOT HAYAMI.
it should be sin to be this hot. HAHAHA. =.=;;


MARU & JUNNO! ((:
don't worry siru, i won't steal junno. haha.


i think my brain is a little warped. i dreamt FOUR times today. very stupid dreams. VERY VERY STUPID DREAMS. it ranged from romance to horror to comedy. =.=;;
1st dream: featuring JIN and KAME.
2nd dream: featuring JIN and KAME again.
3rd dream: random turtles. LOL.
4th dream: a person whom i can't remember.
omg. my dreams. KAT-TUN IS INVADING MY DREAMS. *stabs self*

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amber` haha. discipline master. =.=;;

alice` eh yes you see them. haha. i miss you too!

diabetes` dongdongdongdongdongxi!

melly` i am totally NOT jin-ing! anego is such a painful show to watch. HAHAHA. i hate JE. =.=;;

siru` i'm already junno-fied! he's super cute!

lydia` you like? i give you. HAHA.

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HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MELLY! ((:
i love you manymany though you keep trying to jin-fy me! roar.
koyama and hikaru loves you too!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008; 8:52 PM

i've officially gone crazy. with mich. LOL. it's the first time in history that we like the same band at the same time. *bangs head on the wall* mich and i were talking on MSN last night and we decided to play with our DPs.

note her DP is jin and mine is ueda. LOL. =.=;;


just in case you people are wondering what's happening in my life right now. my current obsession...

THEM. this is downright ridiculous. *stabs self*


UEDA LOVES MICH ONLY! ((:
whoever who steals, I WILL KILL. lol.


oh, i finished watching SEVEN dramas! hahaha. i just finished 'my boss my hero' yesterday. I ABSOLUTELY RECOMMEND THAT SHOW PEOPLE. it's freaking funny. honestly. out of the 10 episodes, i laugh 11 episodes (mathematically wrong, but you know what i mean). LOL. it's a good comic relief show. tegoshi and koki's inside. KOKI IS HILARIOUS INSIDE. i swear he's gay in the show. LOL. and tegoshi is oh-so-cute. cannot stand it. this show will make you happy! it made me happy at least! ((:

i've decided to not watch drama today. (clap for me people!)

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xingyi&amber` eh you 2 go and fight it out. LOL.

esther` O.O CANNOT! i cut ruiza give you. hoho. hiroki cannot give. nono.

Monday, May 19, 2008; 8:38 PM

i'm too lazy to type too many words today. so i shall spam my blog with pictures. it's been a long time since i posted pictures anyway. hohoho.

before that, I WANT TO COMPLAIN. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THE LEADER OF CIPTAH? roar. just because i'm the oldest. next time, i need to hang around with people older than me so i won't get bullied! lol. although you guys sabo-ed me, shiyun, izzati, mal and steph, I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS! ((:

evidence that our CDs have arrived! ((:
we were only supposed to get 2 trading cards from this, but mysteriously we got 3. hahaha. 2 groups ones and 1 tsune card. amazing please. and we received 3 exact same postcards. baka took 1 and obviously i'll take one too. anyone wants the last one? ((:


cam whoring with my beloved cousin, milton, after cell group ended. i was bored so i took his tie and played with it. hahaha. i look like a prefect can.


and stole his hat after that. HAHA.
ACT DAO. my speciality. lalala.


hannah's party! i look so pale. O.O
with nelson and melvin.


3 brothers and 1 MEL! ((:
the 3 who pamper me like crazy. ((:


MEL LOVES EVERYONE WHO READS THIS! ((:


lol. okay enough pictures of me. shall go watch 'ANEGO' now. such a painful drama to sit through. honestly. SOMEBODY SHOULD HAVE WARNED ME ABOUT THE CONTENT. dammit. i regret this. =.=;;

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melly` i think i'll watch my boss my hero next!

amanda` eh you like, THEN YOU TAKE! ((:

amber` oh right! i forgot that name! haha thank you ahma!

Sunday, May 18, 2008; 11:42 PM

hannah's birthday party was a MASSIVE event. omg. she invited 150 people please. hahaha. her cell group, PCM, sister and parents surprised her with items and stuff. super sweet can.

i always thought i was LOW PROFILE in church. honestly. i don't take part in the activities at all. so pastor lynette comes up to me and goes 'wow. this is the first time i see you dressed so nicely! you're forever going to church in shorts' O.O win. even the pastor notices! omg. not to mention, nathaniel coming up and tried to take a picture of him coz he claimed 'i must take a picture! this is the first time i've seen you like this!' =.=;; note to self: TRY (very hard) not to wear shorts to church anymore. haha.

I GOT MY D CDS! or rather i got type A and C. baka took type B. shall post out what trading cards and postcards i got tomorrow. i'm kinda lazy to blog now. hehe. oops.

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esther` COME BAH!

amber` AHMA, YOU'RE MY ULTIMATE 1ST LOVE! hahaha. its okay ahma. we'll meet up again soon right? ((:

alice` yeah you didn't. )):

shiyun` haha okay! see if they're free.

esther` now until mid august.

diabetes` i love the diabetes! haha. ((:

Saturday, May 17, 2008; 10:48 PM

BACK FROM AMBER'S BOYS' CONCERT!

i was very impressed. really. they played 'the pirates of the carribean', 'beauty and the beast' and 'do re mi' really well. i was hoping they would play one of those songs for encore. in the end, they played 'cant take my eyes off you' (THANKS AHMA! lol.) and danced to it. omg. enjoyable.

amber's primary school boys were really good too! omg. when they came out on the stage, they were so tiny. hahaha. the chairs were bigger than them. super cute can. they can amazingly play very well. the song was good. they were all good! i was telling xinmei that i wanted to put all of them in my bag and take them home. lol. overwhelmed with cuteness.

mich and i were discussing how long we've been fangirling over bands. and i realized, i started when i was primary 5. O.O hahaha. my ever 1st favourite band was SPEED. which means, I HAVE BEEN A FANGIRL FOR 9 YEARS. this is amazing and very scary. hahaha. mich has been a fangirl for 5 years! whoohoo.

MY D CDS HAVE ARRIVED! hohoho. baka messaged me this morning. excited! i'm going to run to her house after church tomorrow! the long awaited CDs are here! ((:

i finished watching 4 dramas in 5 days! jang!
1. yukan club
2. gokusen2
3. nobuta wo produce
4. gachi baka

i'm still deciding what i should watch next. any suggestions people? ((:

lastly, STOP TRYING TO JIN-FY ME PEOPLE! roar.

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mich` eh. shige's situation is DIFFERENT!

wenting` keep him yo!

esther` oops? lol.

ace` coz... i don't want to. HAHAHAHA.

alice` はい!

shu` yeah i did. that's coz i didn't want to like him. hehehe.

melly` NOOOO. I WILL RESIST ALL THE WAY!

mich` you forgot about that? tsktsk.

Friday, May 16, 2008; 9:07 PM

GACHIBAKA TIME! lol. finished nobuta wo produce last night. 3 dramas in 4 days. i honestly think i'm a little too amazing for myself. hahaha.

mich came over today! i set my alarm at 10AM but due to the fact that i slept at 4AM last night, i obviously snoozed my alarm. hahaha. and was woken up by the doorbell. ROAR. i wanted to wake up earlier so that mich won't see me in PJs! and she did! nooooooooo. hahaha. oh wells.

watched 4 episodes of gachibaka and many random videos of KAT-TUN (mostly) and NEWS. who would have thought that i'd ever watch KAT-TUN videos. =.=;;

MICH, I ONLY HAVE 4 LOVES OKAY.
1. teruki
2. hiroki
3. hide-zou
4. shige

NOBODY ELSE. there is NO 5th person! unless you want to count yamapi! *sticks out tongue* i'd rather DIE than admit i like bakanishi. KILL ME FIRST.

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amber` ALL ah? haha okay i try and gather all!

diabetes` okay! you just arrange and call me! haha.

Thursday, May 15, 2008; 9:49 PM

back from senior's gathering! omg it's been a long time i've run around in the sun. haha. as usual, i did not get a tan. this is so sad. haha. and i got a cut on my hand. i totally didn't notice until dinner. hahahaha. it didn't hurt. it's just one ugly long cut. ROAR.

had 7 games to play. my SOW og combined with our buddy og. i guess not a lot of SOW people went? lol. i couldn't join my SCAMP one. )): coz zoe and kristin kept threatening me saying 'i want to see you at SOW side'. O.O so fierce. haha.

1st game: musical 'chairs'.
turned out that there were NO chairs. hahaha. we had to step on boxes that were drawn with chalk on the floor. =.=;; this is called BUDGET. hahaha. anyway, in the 1st round, when the music stopped, instead of stepping towards the boxes, i stepped away. HAHAHA. i totally hate playing musical chairs. i always make myself die on the 1st round so i can just sit back and laugh at people. =x

2nd game: twister.
paired up with lijun. played with i can't remember who. but it was quite stupid. PEOPLE, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO STRATEGIZE AH! lol. lijun and our 2 opponents ended up tangled while i was just happily squatting very comfortably at one corner. lol. it's quite funny to watch them. =x i think i'm very mean.

3rd game: some trust game.
we were supposed to lean our weight on the person opposite and walk further away from each other on the bench. the guy i partner was really quite blur. until i had nothing to say. coz when we were at the furthest end, we were supposed to answer 5 questions. kena sai. the game masters made both of us answer damn a lot of questions JUST BECAUSE we were taller. =.=;; so one of the game master asked me what colour my nails were. the answer is obvious coz YOU CAN SEE IT RIGHT. he said it was RED (and it's very obvious it was purple). =.=;; win.

4th game: chicken&chick game.
i paired up with lijun again. lol. i was the back person (with a cloth behind my back and opponents were supposed to take it out). i ended up protecting myself coz LIJUN IS SO BLUR. omg. hahaha. i had to direct her. lol. she's so funny. and xinwei kept bullying me. roar.

5th game: the link hands together and untangle yourself into ONE circle game.
HAHAHAHA. we supposed to play with the SCAMP og. omg it was so funny. we tried to cheat can. coz there was only 1 game master. the other 2 abandoned him. in our first round, we were damn fast. hahaha. we ended up with TWO CIRCLES. win. so the game master made us play again coz we had a lot of time to waste. we all agreed we should make THREE circles this time! and guess what? WE DID. haha. omg we're brilliant. and better still, it was a circle in a circle in a circle. =.=;; we can form the olympics logo already.

6th game: captain's ball.
our group rocked at this game please. hahaha. we called ourselves 'the dream team'. coz we had like 4 VERY TALL guys. and i was the captain. HAHAHA. naturally, all the guys thought girls cannot catch the ball when standing on the chair. =.=;; but hohoho, i play netball de okay. LOL. xinwei was the one blocking me. but he's too short. OOPS. =x my group's defender was amazing please. he's freaking tall and out of 10 times, he blocked 10 times can. hahaha. the only few times the other team could score was then they passed the ball to the captain at a very low level. hahah. so funny. xinwei kept complaining i bully him. wth. i catch the ball until my waist hurt. OLD ALREADY! and as usual, lijun screamed when she caught the ball. =.=;;

7th game: treasure hunt.
or more like hunt for the mahjong chips. =.=;; i thought we could play mahjong lor. just when we were going to play blackjack, they told us to leave le. roar.

my whole og decided to pon the BBQ and go IMM and eat. hahahaha. we were that desperate for aircon! ended up going to long john's. geraldine joined us there coz she had work. everyone started bullying benjamin. coz he was the ONLY guy. lol. the poor boy. and we were saying how i was more MAN than he was. so we decided that during SOW, i will intro myself as 'benjamin' and he will intro himself as 'melissa'. HAHAHA. we gave him a new name. from now onwards, he shall be called 花花! ((: he's our 姐妹. lol. this is what happens when he's the only guy in the og.

mich might come my house tomorrow! or i'll go over. hoho.

I HATE YOU, AKANISHI. )):

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esther` of course hot! coz they're D!

van` ahaha. teppei is love please. i love his hairclips!

mich` yah. YOUR FAULT LAH. eh havent yet. they just mailed it TODAY!

2nd uncle` no lor. i'm a nice person. they should give me money de. YOU LIED TO ME! EVIL.

esther` eh ONE YEAR ALREADY?! wow. haha.

shiyun` alone? lol.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008; 9:57 PM

as requested from my beloved daughter-in-law, i shall post a picture of D! hohoho. i think this is the postcard that comes with the CDs. i can't remember. lol. oh who cares. they look soooooo good. and uhh white. LOL.

it's amazing how they took it in a way that ruiza is almost as tall. LOL.


as expected, gokusen2 is DONE. man, i'm amazed at myself.

seniors' gathering at chevrons tomorrow. can't say i'm very excited. coz i'm actually quite lazy to go. hohoho. there're games. laziness has taken over! or rather, i just want to stay at home and watch my jap dramas. HAHAHA.

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amber` how much love do you want me bring? hahaha.

mich` yesyes he is. bido!

van` jin should be a girl please. LOL.

2nd uncle` I DONT SEE THEM FALLING FROM THE SKY. you bluff me!

alice` HAHAHAHA. rich lady!

seabass` HELLO DEARIE!

esther` i'll post when they have a new photoshoot! which i hope will be soon! hohoho.

van` GO PACK. STOP WATCHING!

melly` i am heartless! i thought you knew that 2 years ago? haha. i hate jin! )): *tortures koyama* HOHOHO.

; 3:23 AM

ooh look. it's 3AM in the morning. whoots.

at this rate i'm watching jap dramas, i'm going to watch a million during these 3 months of holidays. lol. but, it's a good way to pass time.

and not to mention, fangirl. ((:

Tuesday, May 13, 2008; 10:06 PM

I AM CURRENTLY WAITING FOR VAN AND MICH TO FINISH WATCHING EPISODE 9 OF YUKAN CLUB SO I CAN WATCH MY EPISODE 10. omg and i'm dying from withdrawal symptoms. =.=;; ridiculous.

anyway, episode 8 of yukan club is hilarious. coz jin, yokoyama and junno had to dress up as girls to uhh try and lure this gay out. the 3 guys look damn pretty. omg. this is REALLY unfair. jap guys are always prettier than the girls.
jangjang. jin!


junno and yokoyama. lol.


went for a facial today! hohoho. i had this voucher thing that i got from LAST AUGUST. and it can only last 1 year so i decided to use it since i'm so damn free anyway. hohoho. i feel so taitai-ish. now all i need to do is get a rich husband. ROAR.

forgot to post a picture that we took on friday after xingyi's choir concert. love this bunch of people many many! so, i guess i should say THANKS TVXQ for bringing all of us together! hahaha.


UGH. THEY'RE NOT DONE YET. I WANT TO WATH YUKAN CLUB LAH.

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amber` okay lah okay lah. next time i laugh okay!

shiyun` hahahaha. go finish it! ((: it's nice.

Monday, May 12, 2008; 9:14 PM

shall make this post SHORT.

went to baka's house today. our package didn't arrive. )): stupid brand-x. sue them! anyway, we spent the whole time watching videos. and we found another fluffy band! they're called charlotte and they're the ONLY visualkei band i've ever seen who wears school uniform, pyjamas and track suits during a concert. =.=;; and i think MASK/HERO'S jin (NOT THE KAT-TUN ONE) is super cute. hohoho.

coz i'm going to watch YUKAN CLUB soon. hohoho.

okay i shall go and watch now. i can't take it anymore.

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wenting` hahaha. no comments. =x

van` my mom. was desperate. HAHA. if i like jin, i'm coming after you!

mich` LOL. but i don't want connections to a random band! unless they win and become super famous or something. oops. EH I DO NOT LIKE JIN OKAY.

izzati` eh sorry about last time! my internet had problems too. that's why i was signing in and out. i'm sorry babe. have you guys decided when to meet up?

Sunday, May 11, 2008; 11:08 PM

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
HAPPY 4TH MONTH TO ME!

anyway, i tricked my mom today! hohoho. bought her a pendant from SK jewellery in the afternoon and hid it in my closet when i came home. when my parents got back, my mom was searching through my bag to see if i got her anything but she DIDN'T find anything! wahaha. i suddenly gave her the box during dinner. operation success! jangjang. aunty jane was so jealous that shaun uhh told her that he'll treat her to dinner tomorrow night. HAHAHAHA oops.

i realized people studying medicine tend to become a little retarded. i think it's coz they study too much until they have no more common sense.
aunty jane: you put the ice cream tub outside to let it melt a bit so it'll be easier for you to scoop it later.
shaun: don't need. just put in the microwave.

O.O wtf. win. lol.

i just found out. my cousin's friend is the the vocalist of 翼旋風. O.O suddenly i have many connetions to that band. O.O this is so weird.

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esther` okay!

shu` but it's her fault! )):

van` that's good. HAHA.

2nd uncle` you can always go WINDOW SHOPPING. hahaha. eh. can you don't talk about results. i'm still in the midst of playing HAPPILY okay. lol.

mich` of course it is!

shiyun` ah vice president is here! ((:

alice` you have to fight with van!

diabetes` I KNOW WHO ARE YOU OKAY! MY BELOVED DONGXI!

amber` i have uhh GROWN UP! ((:

Saturday, May 10, 2008; 1:41 AM

omg. my H.U.G loves are so adorable. totallly. ((: i didn't go to the forum last night coz i was uhh busy highing over an idiot. LOL. anyway, they kept on going on and on about how i was missing and they want to talk to me. OMG SO CUTE. shiyun especially. i shall copy and paste what she wrote in my thread. she brightened up my day uh night. lol.

Mel must be kidnapped by yoochun
thats y

is she busy nowadays?
oh dear...

MEL O MEL~
where art thou mell
deny thy park yoochun
REPENT AND SIN NO MOREEEE

If you prick us, shall we not bleed,
If you gone missing, shall we not find you
If you are kidnapped by PYC, shall we not go stalk PYC
ANYWHERE U GO ILL BE THEREEEEE

HAHAHAHA. omg. i love her so much! of course not forgetting my other 2 loves, MAL and IZZATI! ((: what will i do without them? haha.

met up with amanda and van before the concert. we were honestly very high at raffles city. =.=;; we started calling each other names of the NEWS member that we like. HAHAHA. so amanda was called yamapi, van was called tegoshi and i was shige. it was damn amusing. van and i kept going 'member-ai'! hahaha. mich this is all YOUR fault. ((:

met up with amber, juju, alice and xinmei before heading down to victoria concert hall. hohoho. it's been months since i last saw them. besides van. hahahaha. THEY ARE MISSED TERRIBLY! the concert was very amusing. they had so many actions. super cute can.

went to eat MOS burger for uh supper after that! ((:

will post up pictures tomorrow when van sends them over. hohoho.

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melly` NEVER! hohohoho. he's happy with me!

shu` well that's true. haha.

ace` yah. it's another TVXQ forum. haha.

alice` I SAW YOU TODAY!

jac` ahma ahma ahma!

van` YOU CAN ONLY WATCH THAT ONCE OKAY. or else i'll kidnap tegoshi!

amber` I NEVER! hohoho.

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I WANT TO CASTRATE SHIGE.

Thursday, May 8, 2008; 10:20 PM

there are two things to celebrate today.

firstly,



HAPPY 2ND MONTH, LOVE! ((:

time flies doesn't it?

secondly, I'M TUITION FREE! whoots. today's the last day of tuition at faithacts. i'm still considering if i should continue. might be really busy next sem. hmmm.

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shiqi` YOU STALK ME. lol.

mich` jpop + jrock + kpop is not good!

van` oh yeah. we have a lot of similar things. HAHA. yay. let's go shopping again soon! but you must let my legs heal first. HAHAHAHA.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008; 11:40 PM

i never like to each too much for dinner. UGH.

anyway, I HAVE AN EYECANDY. ((:

omg. i hate my cousin for bringing his friend along for this dinner. he sat opposite me please. do you know how hard it was for me to stop myself from staring at him?! dammit. he's damn damn damn good looking. and he's taken. oh wells. it just proves my theory that all good looking guys are either taken, gay or dead. lol.

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amber` how early is early?

alice` hehehe. yes tego also very cute!

Tuesday, May 6, 2008; 11:18 PM

GONE SHOPPING! ((:


today was a damn good shopping day. bought like a million things while van bought a million and ONE things. hahaha. omg that girl spends money like water. lol. we basically just walked around orchard from 12PM to 8PM (of course with breaks inbetween). van and i were so deprived coz we haven't been to orchard in MONTHS. honestly. omg. i wanted to kiss the ground when we reached. HAHAHAHA. veron joined us around 3PM! i love those 2 girls many many!

things that i bought today:
1. pink ipod sock. ($12)
2. shorts. ($15)
3. a sleeveless top. ($13.50)
4. escada 'sunset heat' perfume . ($48)
5. black heels. ($21.50)
TOTAL: $110

i'm amazing. lol. now i have many pretty new clothes. hehehe.

MANY LUCKS TO THE PERSON TAKING CALCULUS TOMORROW! ((:

shige is absolute love here.
though i very much want to hate him but it's not working. )):


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mich` OF COURSE IT IS!

lingfang` coz you're hiding the boys in your closet! hahahaha. YOU SPY!

shu` mich is evil!

amber` IT'S COMING!

van` HAHAHA. i can't sing shige's part! roar.

mich` try to sound innocent. T.T

izzati` i mean you found my blog! YAY. haha hello darling!

alice` JIAYOU! AFTER YOUR EXAMS, WE CAN MEET UP!

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i'm suddenly known as president to nearly everyone in H.U.G. O.O

Monday, May 5, 2008; 10:19 PM

I HAVE TWO THINGS TO ANNOUNCE.

#1: EXAMS ARE OVER! ((:
#2: I HATE MICH! )):

mich, i'll never forgive you for this! YOU MADE ME PIAO BACK TO NEWS. i dislike you! horribly. now it's D, teruki & shige. EH WHAT NONSENSE IS THIS. THIS DOESN'T MAKE SENSE! i'm going to bite you the next time i see you!

anyway, today's paper was really funny. coz we could leave after 1 hour into the paper. so baka, mich and i planned to leave together. i finished the paper in 1 hour and 15 minutes. hehe oops. baka saw and she panicked. LOL. so she started to write faster. i think she was done in 1 hour and 30 minutes? not sure. but she was so irritated with me moving around coz i was bored to death while waiting for her. hahahah. when she was done, she kicked my chair. and we both stood up together. HAHAHA. obviously, the teachers will know that we had a conspiracy to leave together. they were so freaking amused i tell you. they were laughing at us. LOL. the lecturer even said bye to us. =.=;; 5 minutes later, mich came out the door. hohoho. what an exciting last paper!

baka reached home at 7PM (the paper ended at 7PM). LOL. mich reached home 5 minutes later. and when i came home, i realized that MY MOM WASN'T HOME YET. win. lol.

okay, i am going to turn into fangirl mode now. it's been so long since i could fangirl properly without have this 'YOU OUGHT TO BE STUDYING' feeling. hohoho. now i'm guilt-free!

ECONS PEOPLE, ALL THE BEST TOMORROW! ((:

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izzati` AHH! MY LOVE! hahaha you found your way here!

van` it's either the heat. or the exams. haha.

xingyi` ahh. i will watch out for that band!

van` yeah. but it kinda lags. hohoho.

shu` JIAYOU SHU! 1 MORE MONTH!

melly` hahaha. in my weird dreams, i dreamt i was late for my exams. LOL.

dommi` I AM NOT A BAD INFLUENCE. baka is originally crazy okay. i just made her worse. hohohoh. but she still loves me!

alice` yes i did. hahaha. HELLO H.U.G FRIEND. ((:

Sunday, May 4, 2008; 11:04 PM

i have come to a conclusion that H.U.G PEOPLE ARE CRAZY. hahahaha. honestly. somehow (i have NO idea how) shiyun and i uh came up with a stalker fanclub. HAHAHAHA. she's vice-president and i'm the president. O.O we're supposed to stalk shiqi, lingfang unnie and izzati! lol. and we're currently still recruiting people. to think i only knew them for less than a week? amazing. many loves to H.U.G people! ((:

okay, craziness aside. LESS THAN 24 HOURS TO FREEDOM!

wenting unnie said to record 오빠나빠 instead. lol. i'll see how. must go and practice! it's been a long time since i last recorded. and not to mention, EMAX is recording 'irony'! hohoho.

i had a WEIRD dream last night. i dreamt that i dreamt that i dreamt. O.O go figure! lol.

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esther` eh i want to dream of him also cannot! )):

melly` hahahaha. *patpat* kei chan loves you!

van` actually not really research. just finding examples. hahaha. it's a southeast asian studies module. you can come k with us too!

ziping` I SHY. hahaha. eh rebecca's friend is the guitarist. i just happened to click on the drummer. it's http://yixuanfeng.com.

ace` if it's nice you get you hear it! lol.

lijun` YES YOU ARE! BUT WE STILL LOVE YOU!

xingyi` izzit?! eh cool. what's the band's name?

Saturday, May 3, 2008; 10:29 PM

3 DOWN. 1 MORE TO GO!

omg i'm so excited. i've been waiting for today to come for so long. coz i really can't be bothered with my SSA1202 paper. lol. waste time only. since we can S/U it, i don't see why i have to put in so much effort. as long as i can pass it, i'm happy. ((:

CM1121 paper was pretty fun today i think. though it was quite shocking at first. when i saw the first question which was about acidity and basicity, i was relatively happy coz it was average. then when i turned to question 2, i got a shock of my life.

question: 'draw the products (A - Y) for the following reactions.
me: O.O wtf.

products A - Y. THAT MEANS 25 PRODUCTS TO DRAW. omg. i'm damn sure this sem's lecturers are evil. it is proven. they're out to kill ALL chemistry majors. anyway, question 3. HAHA. question 3. ridiculous question. for part b and c of question 3, we had to draw out the mechanisms of the reactions. by the time i was done with both questions, i have decided that i could write a book about 'RIDICULOUS MECHANISMS'. LOL. omg. my mechanisms honestly didn't make any sense. as long as i could get to the end product, i don't care how my arrows go. i was really amused. lol.

went to JE library with baka and mich to 'research' on our SSA. but, as i have forseen, we obviously didn't get anything done. well, we sat down in front of the southeast asia reference self. i opened one book, and after 5 minutes, I WAS BORED. mich was bored after 15 minutes? i think baka lasted for more than 30 minutes. HAHAHAHAHA. it was so fun can. we ended up talking about everything and anything. from how baka and i started to talk to each other to how i got so hooked on to D. about MG. about AC. omg. it's always a blast to hang around with close friends and talk about the past. ((: i love NUS life but i really miss MG and AC life too!

oh before i forget, I HAVE ANOTHER EVIDENCE ON WHY LIJUN IS STUPID. hehehehe. okay, baka has this strange fetish for my right arm (I HAVE NO IDEA WHY). so she 'borrowed' it on monday. we told lijun about it on tuesday and that baka just returned me my right arm on that day. lijun ACTUALLY believe it. omg. it was hilarious. she went 'HUH. HOW DID YOU DO THAT?! OMG SO COOL.' wtf. she honestly thought baka could detach and re-attach my right arm without any stitches. =.=;;

baka's friend's band '翼旋風' got into superband finals. she told me to go to their website to see how her friend looks like. then i clicked on the drummer. and was stunned. i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me and that the world CAN'T be that small. see the age, the school. exactly the same. O.O saw the title of his page, and it confirmed it all. TQ PEOPLE, CK is the drummer of 翼旋風. CK from CK&catherine. the vocal group finalists. O.O omg. i was screaming to a lot of people. HAHAHAHA. interesting.

i'm going to record a song! it's called 'i love you' by navi. hehehe. IF it's nice, i might just let all of you hear. if it's not, TOO BAD. ((:

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lydia` hohoho. msg me when you're back!

amber` OKAY AHMA! ((:

1st uncle` O.O uncle's club?!

van` exams will be over soon! then we can go out!

melly` eh unnie was that desperate. HAHAHA. you should rest more!

van` i have one more paper! but i don't care about it. hehe.

shuting` THANK YOU MEIMEI. I LOVE YOU MANYMANY TOO!

alice` okay! i want to meet up with you!

Friday, May 2, 2008; 9:19 PM

psst. i'm not supposed to be here now! there's CM1121 TOMORROW. yes. bloody hell. i have a stupid paper on saturday at 9AM in the damn morning! NUS is ridiculous. how can they do this to us?! i want to sleep in on saturdays! boooo. )):

anyway, CM1131 paper. all i can say is, this sem, DIE. completely. the first two papers have already killed me. i think i'll end up worrying during the holidays rather than enjoy myself. ughh. i think the lecturers are MEAN. they should set easier papers for us! jeez.

during the paper, 다비치's '슬픈 다짐' (which means sad promise) kept playing in my head. the chorus especially. lol. the funny thing was the chorus had the lyrics 'i don't wanna do it again. don't wanna do it again.' SO TRUE. i super don't want to do CM1131 again! bleagh.

i'm darn scared for CM1121. what if i suddenly blank out and cannot remember ANY of my reactions? IT SHOULD BE OPEN BOOK!. bleagh.

okay, now it's time to rant. i am ANGRY and UPSET. ugh.

my mom told me my dad settled his debts already. or so she thinks. the past 2 days were better coz she told me that. but NOOOOOO. i knew my dad wouldn't be that efficient. house phone rang today. some guy just started screaming down the phone '他欠我的錢怎麽辦?! 叫他還錢.' and he just slammed down the phone. bloody shit. i'm so going to confront my dad tonight. walao. i think he's just bent on ruining us. honestly. i'm so sick and tired of him doing this to us all the time. it has happened since i was born. does he really want people to come and start taking every single damn thing from my house?! bloody hell. ALL I WANT IS A PEACFUL LIFE DAMMIT. is that so hard to provide? we always tell him to stop doing this business coz he's losing A DAMN LOT of money and get another stable paying job. but fuck, he doesn't want to. ROAR. *&^%$#@!

this year is not a good year.

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amber` OKAY AHMA! *salutes*

shu` i thought it was getting better. but it doesn't seem to be anymore. UGH. shu, come home. i want to run to your house. )):

esther` eh i dreamt of jaejin AGAIN. lol.

lydia` hanging. i can't wait to see you!

ziping` thank you girlfriend! we shall uhh k after exams. LOL.

wenting` eh why got so many numbers?!

van` i think i kicked my own butt. HAHA.

melly` WELL, that would be pretty hard. hahaha. i'll give you their pictures!

ace` OKAY DONGSAENG!

2nd uncle` okay uncle. you have 3 more. i have 2 more. we can do this uncle. we MUST do this! oh right, i meant calculus. haha. type wrongly. =x think of the sweet sweet holidays to come. thanks much uncle! ((:

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to those who wished my blog happy birthday, MY BLOG SAYS THANK YOU. lol. my blog feels old now. ((: