Friday, May 2, 2008; 9:19 PM

psst. i'm not supposed to be here now! there's CM1121 TOMORROW. yes. bloody hell. i have a stupid paper on saturday at 9AM in the damn morning! NUS is ridiculous. how can they do this to us?! i want to sleep in on saturdays! boooo. )):

anyway, CM1131 paper. all i can say is, this sem, DIE. completely. the first two papers have already killed me. i think i'll end up worrying during the holidays rather than enjoy myself. ughh. i think the lecturers are MEAN. they should set easier papers for us! jeez.

during the paper, 다비치's '슬픈 다짐' (which means sad promise) kept playing in my head. the chorus especially. lol. the funny thing was the chorus had the lyrics 'i don't wanna do it again. don't wanna do it again.' SO TRUE. i super don't want to do CM1131 again! bleagh.

i'm darn scared for CM1121. what if i suddenly blank out and cannot remember ANY of my reactions? IT SHOULD BE OPEN BOOK!. bleagh.

okay, now it's time to rant. i am ANGRY and UPSET. ugh.

my mom told me my dad settled his debts already. or so she thinks. the past 2 days were better coz she told me that. but NOOOOOO. i knew my dad wouldn't be that efficient. house phone rang today. some guy just started screaming down the phone '他欠我的錢怎麽辦?! 叫他還錢.' and he just slammed down the phone. bloody shit. i'm so going to confront my dad tonight. walao. i think he's just bent on ruining us. honestly. i'm so sick and tired of him doing this to us all the time. it has happened since i was born. does he really want people to come and start taking every single damn thing from my house?! bloody hell. ALL I WANT IS A PEACFUL LIFE DAMMIT. is that so hard to provide? we always tell him to stop doing this business coz he's losing A DAMN LOT of money and get another stable paying job. but fuck, he doesn't want to. ROAR. *&^%$#@!

this year is not a good year.

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amber` OKAY AHMA! *salutes*

shu` i thought it was getting better. but it doesn't seem to be anymore. UGH. shu, come home. i want to run to your house. )):

esther` eh i dreamt of jaejin AGAIN. lol.

lydia` hanging. i can't wait to see you!

ziping` thank you girlfriend! we shall uhh k after exams. LOL.

wenting` eh why got so many numbers?!

van` i think i kicked my own butt. HAHA.

melly` WELL, that would be pretty hard. hahaha. i'll give you their pictures!

ace` OKAY DONGSAENG!

2nd uncle` okay uncle. you have 3 more. i have 2 more. we can do this uncle. we MUST do this! oh right, i meant calculus. haha. type wrongly. =x think of the sweet sweet holidays to come. thanks much uncle! ((:

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to those who wished my blog happy birthday, MY BLOG SAYS THANK YOU. lol. my blog feels old now. ((: